First things first, despite what I may seem on here, I am an INCREDIBLY shy person. I will not do things sexually in the workplace where I could actually get caught. The loo and shower where I have fun sometimes is not even on the same floor of my job, so I wont get thought there. Snapping shots of my puss at my desk or using a dildo could honestly get me fired, and if that happens.... I really may have to start escorting because my family and I will have no money and I don't want to have to do that, despite my fantasies. I'm not brave, so that's why the lack of publicness. Despite I will get Pročitajte više
Free from the theatre...
Until the summer, but rehearsals will be less strenuous. We had a good run and a great turnout so that's gratifying and satsfying. So, I will be able to update more. I am out of ideas of photo's and video's. please reply to this post with ideas and if I can do them, I will credit you! Pročitajte više
Q&A's
I've decided to do Q&A's every now and then. I filmed one Wedbesday then realized I had questions on my actual page, so I did another. Only one has been uploaded as of now due to time constraints, but on Monday? I'll have time to myself again. I'll let you all know when I plan to do another Q&A. Pročitajte više
I think my days of having a play work are over
Especially since I've been interrupted by the same slag 2 days in a row. I'm really to annoyed to give it a go anymore. Will still try to take pics, but will save the wanking for home. They are no other good hiding spots :( Pročitajte više
Irritated
My hiding place has been discovered by another. I was trying to get 'down to business' at the time but the door was locked so I wasn't caught in the act! I know she's not doing what I do in there, but I want my place back. She's out now, but not out of the bathroom. Probably wont have time to cum now :( Pročitajte više
Hell Week
This week starts Hell Week aka Production week. Today we rehearse with the orchestra and then go to the warehouse to load the set (except I have been excused from the warehouse load due to my injury). I love performing. Its what I do and what I live for, but I really do hate late nights, considering I have a full time job. I've also had a headache since last night:-(. Anyway, this is my last day/night of freedom before the theatre envelops me for the next week nonstop. As I said, I may do some shoots at work this week, but do not expect a lot of uploads from me for the next week:-( Love you al Pročitajte više
The week of March 10
I will not be on this coming week because I have work and rehearsal/shows all week and wont get back home til the wee hours of the morning leaving NO FREE TIME for Ambrosia at all! May do some lunch shoots, but may need those times to myself to relax. You can PM me but dont expect a response til very early Saturday morning (March 16). The week after I wont be really busy again til Thursday. Pročitajte više
My Accent
I am about to post a video where I talk. My accent is not classic English. Let me explain. I talk on the phone all day to different people. Fellow people from the UK, Americans, New Zealanders, etc. for some reason, I pick up the accent of people I talk to. If I talk to someone from Scotland, I speak with a Scottish accent, I speak to a New Zealander, I talk in their accent, same with Americans. It just happens, I don't know why. My regular speaking voice is a mix between most of these accents so if it seems a bit off abd not classically english, that's why! Pročitajte više
Accidents can happen, and they suck
So, this isnt porn related at all.. except when my Mum came to the hospital she saw me naked and had to help me dress... but thats not sexy at all. Anyway, I wake up on Monday dreading work, but I always do. My parents had some errands to run, so they planned to drop me off, do what they needed, and then pikc me up after work. About fifteen minutes away from our house, we are sitting still, waiting for the light to turn green and BAM! Someone hit us. I gasped because it shocked me. My dad for out of the car after the guy who hit us apologized and asked if we were ok. My dad took a look at the Pročitajte više
I kissed a girl and I liked it...
So, my best friend asked me to French kiss. I have been French kissing since I was 17 so I said yes. I have wanted to kiss a girl, especially her, for a while now. I am not sexually attracted to her, but she's the one friend I can tell anything and literally feel that I could do anything with and not feel incredibly awkward. The kissing was rather nice. She did let me grope a bit and nibble at her neck but it never went beyond that. If she wanted it to go beyond. I would have obliged. She is completely straight, me, completely bi! Pročitajte više
Another Fantasy
As I was cumming in the empty shower stall today, between moans and the feelings of pleasure, I kept my eyes on the circular window on the door, wondering if I would be caught. I wasn't but... I did fantasize about a woman finding me and giving me cunnilingus to give my poor vibe a break. I would really like to be with a woman. My fiancé knows so I don't have to hide it, and he may even be willing to do a threesome in the future. I wish my fantasy had come true. Pročitajte više
Why I am still a virgin
I grew up a church going girl. I wasn't forced Into it, I went on my own accord. When I was 16, I was done with it all. I didn't really believe in it anymore. Of course , while going to church we were told that pre-marital sex and masturbation was wrong. It didnt stop me from masturbating, and it's really not why I am still a virgin. I don't care who does it before marriage, it's just not for me. Out of my circle of friends, only 2 of us are still virgins. One because she hasn't found the right person. I have found the right person, but the real reason is because I like the idea of LEGALLY giv Pročitajte više
First orgasm
I think I was 15 or 16 when it happened. I had always been interested in sex. I would peek at my dad's "dirty magazines" as he would call them when we left the house, and my sister and I would find his porn video stash and watch them and giggle. I never knew that sex wasn't just about a penis going into a vagina. Those pics never explained an orgasm to me. When I was about 11 I found out there was such a thing as an orgasm and I wanted to experiment. I found out where my clit was, I would stroke it and then get impatient so I would stop. One day I was in the shower and got the bright idea to u Pročitajte više
My Fantasies
I have several fantasies, but I am sure that everyone does. My most recent fantasy I have is being an escort. I often find myself pretending to be an escort as a toy myself and love the immense pleasure of it. I could never make that into a reality. i would love the money, but If I haven't even opened my legs to my fiancé, there's no way I could do it to a total stranger. I really would like to try a girl. My fiancé knows this and actually seems quite interested. I have many dreams about being eaten our by a woman (mostly Catherine Tate and Billie Piper), and it drives me wild! I would to feel Pročitajte više
So why not?
Decided to start a blog. Not promising I'll keep it up, but we'll see. I ama very strange 25 year old. Not only am I a virgin, but I like to live in my head. In my head, I fuck men and women and enjoy it thoroughly, but when I come back to reality, I clam up and keep my knees clamped together. When I photograph myself, I find my inner vixen...why doesn't she come out when she should?... I know I sound a bit mad... but... I cant help the way I am. My fiancee doesn't mind... so maybe I should just relax and not worry about it so much! I like to masturbate so I keep myself satisfied! I am sure he Pročitajte više